I feel the same way you do to a certain extent. I think my biggest fear is losing my self after I worked so hard on finding myself. Im on this journey to try and find out what my purpose is in this world. I know it’s helping people in some shape or form. Honestly growing up people want to be doctor, firefighters or something like that. I honestly wanted a family and be able to give my kids something I didn’t have growing up. Both parents in the home doing it together which made me stay on an abusive relationship longer then I should have. Only to realize that I was doing more damage to them by staying. I tell you all the time you remind me so much of myself. I truly love and appreciate you Casey. Never stop what you are doing